The Vow

I don't understand

I just don't know anymore

In the driver's seat that day

I made a vow

In the driver's seat that day
I renewed my faith

Vowed to never let go if ever true love and I crossed paths again
Vowed to never give up and fight for true love

And so the day came when true love and I crossed paths

One moment you were unable to let me go
One moment you could not have your hand without holding mine
We drew ever closer to one another
I felt our souls  intertwine

You felt the same

How could you then let me go?

How could you then accept we cannot be?

When all I offered was myself and all my love

When all you offered was yourself and all your love

Now, I find myself unable to move

Feeling even more lost than before

Feeling even more abandoned than before

Broken-hearted despair runs through my veins

Suffocating the blood from oxygen

Joy is no where to be found in any atom of my being

It wilted as a leaf does when deprived from light and love

In the driver's seat today

I have not made any vow

In the driver's seat today

I have lost my faith

The shattered pieces of my heart are shattered even more

I don't understand

I just don't know anymore


 
By Shams Azizam